im feeling quite moody today.. i mean to say... hmmm .. but i have to write this out. i feel like crying... i mean after the storm.. theres always remants of scar left behind...i keep looking back. too many things were created and some things need time to recover..i mean getting fucked up or angry also no use....when u arein yr normal mood, no crumbled heart, u tend to recall back those happy times u had. HappY memories are worth to rmb they are nt mend to forget. Just like u have a wonderful birthday party .. u will never forget it rite?Although i know these memories will fade soon...and like rustled leaves they swayed their way to far far land where they will ever be found by their owner.hmmm... sorry if my sentence structure are broken...lol.is really disheartening to find out that wondeful realities turn out to be a nightmare... i dunno... deep in my heart now ,a twisted knot remains untied. nobody can help... only i can help myself to untie.I know it time that will heal everything...but the thing is u will rmb it one ok aiya i dunno how to say la...