Wednesday, January 31, 2007

I love this top....



I have been very emotional recently,i feel my heart very weak like a punctured heart.In school,i may pretend to be strong,but when im at home, i feel my heart atmoshpere suddenly changed,change to become fragile and weak at heart. i suddenly had this feeling of loneliness, i know im not alone at home,but i dunno why i just feel that.Something cant be explained.i dunno whats happening inside,i just know i need my heart back intact.
I lye on the bed also cannot stop thinking of memories i had for past few weeks... i just feel slighly depressed.i just dunno.. can SOMEONE PLS HELP!!I NEED COUNSELLING...im "FEELING NOT SO GOOD."im getting very emotional easily and for the past few days, i dun dare to play music, i dun dare to hear my MP3 player.i just dunno i keep studying ......ya...studied chapter 3 finshed formulas...tmr starting OS Yup and weekends back to EC for chaper 4 & 5.then monday and tues OS.wed EC.

i feel like one minute im feel OK,after 5 minutes i feel not so OK...then it keeps going up and down..up and down feeling..wao lao....i also dunno what to do....


ya.I cant wait for exams to be over, can u imagine i need to memorise OS and IP lecture notes.So sian lor,,,but no choice wor.New years coming...Happy Lunar New Year !!
and at the same time Happy Studying !

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