i think i will probably take part in firefox 3.0 T-shirt design.See if have time or not.My minds boggling again around that little fox.
http://www.spreadfirefox.com/tcontest

i did a quick one yesterday night.Was Super bored..

Tmr will be sitting for the faculty test, im soo curious about the questions,Wonder what i will be given to draw tomorrow.Hope everything will go fine.Damm i hate the long journey from my house to NTU,i feel quite nausea after sitting in the car for 40 minutes.If i ever get in I think i need to buy bottles of medicated Oil...seriously is really long like 45 minutes the journey. I stay in the central east and the uni is at the west..Is like journey to the WEST!
Im so excitted about the test!!

Logo for "yumiko"going to be my iconic portfolio ba .Rwarr i cant wait for Saturday to be over !!

Loco Boy..boy in the musical box sprung up ...
Its super eccentric..lols

YAY my laptop is working back fine after changing the motherboard.But i will still have to buy a new laptop .The engineer said my LCD screen was kind of going to spoil kind lifespan about 2 more years before the next major breakdown happen again.So yea im gonna buy a new Laptop soon...
The next big thing is the faculty test,the adm forum just gets Buzzing non-stop.Everyone is also fretful about the test, actually no need to scare one, just do.Scare for what..scare than cannot do sia..Being frightened does not even help you do better or benefit from.So yea.. For the past 2 days, i have been reading on my library books that i borrowed and did some drawings and abstract...Is pretty interesting..and im all enjoying it.

Im eyeing on this..this is more productiive than my current one.It has got webcam installed although not that sharp but who cares as long as there is one,The keyboards are much beautifully structured.14 inch will do im using 12 inch which makes designing process turf due to the excessive limited resolution.Is time to psycho daddy and mummy =D

i hope the PC show will have better rates .Shall see. Im waiting patiently for the person to come at 11am.Hell it better work,else how am i going to survive for the next few days without my usual ritual of using it almost everyday.It just kills.....God Bless Me!

And i have a migraine on my left brain when i woke up this morning .i think i have just brought the repercussions of yesterday's nightmare to this morning. I think i go and watch Korean drama like now on youtube.tsk..And also i dunno how to tell my boss that my laptop crash.I told him i had to sit for a test this sat and i have to make some pre-preparation,He said Ok, than how sia when i go to his office than i have to tell him my laptop spoil.Like nt very nice leix.

using desktop just suckss.. im supposed to come back with a laptop that has more RAM it was so unexpected that i came back with non-responsive laptop -.-" It finaLY died on me.Actually is nt official coz tmr the PC doctors will see what they can do revive. I think is the memory card never put properly or is when the guy remove the laptop just died.It really so sensitive mehx ..Is like the heart or something.remove put back die liao.-.-" My god Photoshop brushes !!..i never backUP !! 2 options buy new laptop or pay $214 to dell to upgrade RAM to 1Gb only. Shall see lorr.. haiz feel so dejected today..But not so lah is expected what 3 years already the laptop,but it feels like i just bought it a few mths ago.Feel so bonded to my laptop,dont wish to let it go if it really died.=( *crumbled heart*speechless*devastated*whatever..

If that faculty test write something about unexpected event. I surely pom this thing down.Lols who knows it may serve as a hint.

OMGOMG! My 3 year old dell baby laptop was pronounced dead at Sim Lim Square. I dunno that guy just took out the memory card and than put it back,Switch it on the screen is blank one. I was freaking shell shocked.I swore it was working find yesterday night.My god Laptops are humans too they are so unpredictable sia.. Tmr dell pple are coming to my house. Lucky i backup all my stuffs including my portfolio.. ecerything... inside my hardrive. I have got 2 hardrive.

Here are my ugly drawings...
i lost my 2B pencil >.< ! Thus I have to use HB pencil to shade.-.-'


I didnt know Happy Tree Friends video animation was such major gruesome.After watching it on youtube, i feel like puking my dinner.I cant believe the egg beater just flew and went straight through into the bunnies eyes and spin for awhile and all the blood spurting out than the eyeballs pop back.And a box of chocolate can get pregnant -.-" But i think thats creativity too.LOLs

oh ya i was quite happy that sumone added my t-shirt design 'Gummy Terrors' in deviantart under their favourities. yea way to go...I thought maybe its becoz it was quite sadistic.LOLx.

i am very touched and impressed by this video directed by Kenny Tan.It channels so much about life,Ups and Downs,distresses,coping with the harsh realities etc.

Just did this design..Is a fictitious event i came out.And i turn it into a T-shirt design. yar..Yawnnss. time to watch TV... and Sleep .Tmr will be better I guess.

I just borrowed these books,Looks very interesting..Hmm..
oh well, i just heared everybody gets to sit for the test.Ok now is time to prepare for the test. for next saturday.
And im gonna revamp my portfolio soon..
I decided on "Cloud 9" refers to imagination,fantasizing,daydreaming.. where ideas,ideologies of the very inner voice of the human soul merged to create another dimension.

After expanding my RAM to 2 GB or 1GB i can install CS3 already. I want to try my hands on InDesign.I still using CS2 because of the insufficient memory storage in my laptop..I wanted to buy new laptop But i think is not necessary.The dell is still working fine except that there are some non-malicious viruses spawning(no worries is harmless).,I quite lazy to reformat my laptop.I wanted to reformat long time ago like my intended decision was last year.=X
My god.. next week is judgment week.Well, im not gonna wait for it either because nothing's gonna happen unless there is a miracle,I am going to focus hard on my work stuffs that i want to excel in :) too bad,i will have to dissapoint my parents again saying ermm i didnt get shortlisted i will try again next year.-.-" Than case close.Another chapter opens..

Tmr,im going to the National Library to borrow some books.Is super boring.Monday,Im going to Sim Lim Square to upgrade my Laptop RAM ,im currently using less than 512MB.*Laughs*
I have thought about it,i think is not the end,there are many alternative path for me to choose,is whether i want it or not.=].Although the results aint out yet,but the chances are very slim can.. is not i thinking too much even if i got shortlisted doesnt mean i will get a place,it still depends on how well i perform for the test too.I know is very difficult to make a U-turn at this point of life,but whats the point if i choose something that i cant excel or neither interested in ?.The one in the end suffer is me.So I feel is very important to make the correct decision.MIT was my fourth choice Is becoz of the COP that come to a point where I was given this course to study.

*Sighs* I just wish the time had just stopped because i dont wish to know anything , i dont wish to open the letter box, i dont wish to check email.Too over confident also no good ,the higher you pin the higher will be your disappointment.

out if 1000 envelopes only 300 get shortlisted .haha i think i lose hope on it already. Al rights than i will apply next year and start working on my skills and designs.Ganbante!

I yesterday night whole night cannot sleep.I donno i keep thinking of the shortlisting thingy.Maybe im paranoid about it like 700 will get rejected,thats totally ridiculous.Is like i t pay $10 for a game of Gachapon.And the probability of getting the desire item is 1/3 only.And i will know the results like next week can.NEXT WEEK !!~for my course only. nt next month.Holy God! im seriously feeling apprehensive about it..But i know whats done cannot be undone.I think i will leave it to God to decide if i do stand a chance to have a position there in the year 2008.

I suddenly feel im nt ready for adm.I dunno.. i need sometime to work on my artpieces and to perfect it.Im a semi perfectionists.You know what, is like going for a war without being armoured with the most sophisticated and indispensable weapons.Thus its easily defeated.I feel very vulnerable now !.. im trying to be positive...and positive ..but sometimes i cant control myself too.Facing the music is so painful.Sometimes you cant believe it,sometimes you wish you didnt live in this world at all,Sometimes you wish u were somewhere else relaxing ,having no worries about this and that.

I feel so stressful abt working too,Im afraid of my ideas not being accepted ,I really freaking out soon about Life..i suddenly lose abit of faith here and there.A little.i dunno...But is the reality that is so hard,, i really dunno whats gonna happen to me.i wonder if im making the correct decision, and if it is i must jolly well make sure i go for it throughly.Is like my life is only between the IT and design world.I have only semi talents in them.Thats what makes it difficult to pull through and breathe through.

The desperate buyover...the price just gets higher and higher.lets see if tmr it reaches $3000++.
The fight never seems to stop.Lols..
Shit lah, i need pple who know abt web marketing or web designers,,there is a concept and knowledge behind it.. i think have to self study again.My god is very chimm can..i read until like frowning already..Im waiting for that person to set up that web design blog, than i can go and read.

Is a web design job.Is about how designs can attract audiences and make business online.Thats super challenging kind..Hmmm..i have to show him and explain my ideas and concepts behind the design and email him.. i think i will most likely take up the job bah.The fact is Ntu Visual communications also do web design and is critical that designs are effective and are able to convey message across.This jobs just fits the bill and is useful.
wahh now i must think BIG already...cannot think like sch project kind liao..

1280X800 wallpaper.. ok im off to SMU.